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Friday, 26 June 2009

  • Transformers 2: Revenge of the Fallen - B+
    The storyline is not fantastic, but the effects still blew me away.  Action packed with bits of humour...i'm entertained for the full 2hrs.  Bumblebee is as cute as ever... grin.  It's been years since I've watched movie with my bro (last was superman) and my first time with my sis-in-law.  Will be watching Harry Potter with them in July as their CC will be screening it at $5 with popcorns n drink at Lido.  Just have to attend their BGM an hr before the movie.  19 July 10am... anyone interested to join me?



Saturday, 13 June 2009

  • I regretted not visiting her for the past few months, kept thinking there would always be another day, could pop down anytime with my parents.  We were never really close, but she's my favourite grandaunt.  She even knitted a top for me before.  The past six months were not easy for her, physically and emotionally.  I'm upset with what she had to go through.  She was hospitalised a week before her birthday last December.  The annual celebration was cancelled.  She was physically weak with no other symptoms, so they transferred her to AMK rehab.  Her family did not bother to bring her back home for CNY so we visited her there.  The physio at the rehab was not working as she refused to try, complaining of weakness etc.  In the end, they send her to a nursing home.  I felt that she could have been given better emotional support from her family.  I don't understand why they don't let her go home when she wanted to.  Her daughter gave reasons that she would have given better care at the home, with doctor and nurses around.  Rubbish, how much attention could be given to an old lady when there's so many patients and so few caregivers.  The family is rich, I don't see why they can't hire private nurses.  They did visit her every day, despite their busy schedule, but was that what she wanted?  She wanted to go home, but they said they would bring her home if she would get better, a way to 'motivate' her to get well.  The poor lady was suffering from progressive stroke, getting physically weaker.  There's nothing the doctor could do.  I felt that the lack of love from her own family led to her loss of hope and will in living.  She's just 等死 at the nursing home cos she knew that she would never get better.  Mum told me she was still very alert mentally, but was rapidly deteriorating physically for the past week.  I wanted to visit her coming Sunday, but it's too late.  My only consolation was that she did not suffer for too long and passed on peacefully.

    五姑奶奶, I love you and you will always be on my mind.  Rest in peace.

Monday, 08 June 2009

  • 五月天 - 放肆

    放肆

    想太多又想太重的夢想  還不如乾脆不多想

    每一個險惡的浪 都會有浪花綻放  我決定邊衝邊欣賞

     

    牛頓要我們都活在地上  偏偏我就想要飛翔

    要掙脫命運綑綁 要推翻柏林圍牆 要站上巨人的肩膀

     

    夢想永遠是逆向 一路都有人阻擋

    人們說的荒唐卻是我的心中的天堂 

     

       就放肆愛放肆追 放肆去闖   放肆的大鬧一場

       不能原諒  如果很多年後  我還是這樣

     

       就放肆愛放肆追 放肆去闖   放肆是我的信仰

       再不去闖  夢想永遠只會  是一個夢想

     

    哥倫布只要有一顆星光  就膽敢橫越大西洋

    我還有一把吉他  我還有一群死黨  為什麼還不大聲唱

     

    達爾文假設生命是戰場  就讓我基因不投降

    把傷痕裝滿手掌  把鼓聲裝滿心臟  把歌聲裝滿肺活量

     

    夢想永遠是逆光 只有剪影的模樣

    會有什麼細節 什麼體驗? 不要只猜想!

Tuesday, 07 April 2009

Saturday, 04 April 2009

  • Confessions of a Shopaholic - B

    Recently I've been wondering what would I have become if I had chosen the music path instead of taking the practical route... pity my piano, alone and unwanted...i should start playing it again soon...

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